Leanne,
近日還是清理您的文檔，包括電腦內的資料。發現下面一個電郵，是您最後發出的一個電郵。10天後，您便離世，安息主懷。
Hi, Fanny,
I did not graduating from 三福, I am so weak that even I can't join every service in NPAC. I just have energy to read bible but easily get tired. I need much sleep. I will undergo the 5th chemotherapy on 27 April. Please pray for the effectiveness of the chemotherapy and God's guidance for the future. The last chemotherapy will be undergone on 18 May and nobody knows what's the next treatment plan, only God knows. I will just follow Him.
Leanne
I did not graduating from 三福, I am so weak that even I can't join every service in NPAC. I just have energy to read bible but easily get tired. I need much sleep. I will undergo the 5th chemotherapy on 27 April. Please pray for the effectiveness of the chemotherapy and God's guidance for the future. The last chemotherapy will be undergone on 18 May and nobody knows what's the next treatment plan, only God knows. I will just follow Him.
Leanne
電郵裏面，只告訴Fanny您十分虛弱，不能每周都返北宣崇拜。身體僅余的精力只夠您看聖經，但很快便很疲倦了，需要很多時間去睡覺。您要求對方為到第5針化療有效代禱，並求神帶領走未來的路。您承認沒有人知道下一步怎樣走，但您會跟隨祂。
字裏行間，您顯得那麼平靜安穩，雖然前面許多未知，但您就是只管信靠，決定跟隨祂的腳踪行。
結果，您沒有多受兩針化療，便轉往葛亮洪紓緩。轉院時，您身體太弱，護士為您安排了臥床轉院，但您費事麻煩人家，認為自己仍可以，坐着自家輪椅，由醫院車直送葛院。雖然只有十多分鐘的車程，到達時您已累上加累，在等待辦入院手續時，我貼身站在您的輪椅旁，讓您的頭依傍在我的肚上，減低頸背的壓力。
現在回想，這一程讓您多受，身體更弱，以致您在葛院的時候更短？少受了？不管怎樣，2天後，您真的跟主走了！
Mary對我說過：您在復活節後走，還在下午3時後離開，因為耶穌是下午3時離開世界的，you just follow Him！是嗎？
我們和Fanny有點緣份，我在您的聖經內找到她送給我們的thankyou咭。
咭內最後一句是「期待着能再與你們同行！」
我們天家再次同行好嗎？
William
2011/07/11
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